"Jadi juga kau balik Kelantan?"
Tanya Abah,terukir juga kesedihan bercampur rasa sunyi di wajahnya.
Memang ternyata berat hati dia ingin membiarkan aku pergi.

"Ya,jadi juga" jawab ku kepada pertanyaanya
sambil mengambil tiket yang di hulurkan dari tangan Abah.Aku faham perasaanya,sejak abang mengambil keputusan bekerja di KL,dia terkilan.Seperti seorang demi seorang anaknya "dirampas".

"Shahmi mau di sana 2 minggu ja,xmau lah lama2",aku cuba untuk meyakinkan dirinya aku akan pulang segera.Tapi dia juga tahu kata-katu ku itu seperti kekuranagan kepastian.

Sekarang aku merasakan kalender itu satu benda yang aku benci,hari demi hari berlalu tanpa meminta izin dari aku untuk berbuat demikian.Tinggal beberapa hari lagi sebelum aku bertolak ke sana.Kepulangan ku dinanti tapi aku dihimpit oleh dilema perasaan orang lain.MADNESS.

....Dipetik daripada "MADNESS In My Life:After Friday Prayer Edition"

A Slap To Reality

I didnt expect i would post another entry here.Congrats to me =D

Its the end of the year,now is the perfect time to get busy with buying school stuff....no exception to my family.

Usually i dont follow my dad go out,i prefer staying at home and have some quiet time for myself.Buuuuuttttttttttttttt i dont why today i decided to tag along

AND YES I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE!

.......that was what i thought at first~It was rather strangely fun=D

I realize many things today by just going out with my family(which i really uncomfortable with):

1.Banyak pula PENGEMIS jalan2 minta duit,not exactly jalan jalan la.I thought it was a waiter but mana ada waiter di KFC kan?suddenly there is someone approaching our table asking for money,4 KALI BERTURUT TURUT lagi tu.And one of them really caught my attention,a monk.Yes,a monk.While asking for money,i think he recite some chanting or something like a spell.For that,he deserve getting not even a cent.Sorry pengemis,i do have pity but bukan kepada yg fake.

2.I realize,im getting old.Yep,just realize that.Although i didnt really care about my age but seeing this remind me of how life been such a journey for me:

The main reason for today outing is to buy stuff for my sister,school preparations.The funny thing is i automatically without even realizing it pergi cek-cek pen di stationary section mau membeli pen untuk sekolah la konon padahal habis suda Stpm ; THE LONGEST PATH FOR HIGH SCHOOLER.Then suddenly i felt like i miss school life =(

Hahaha,padahal dulu berabis mau cepat habis.Inilah contoh orang nda bersyukur.It was fun seeing all the enthusiastic kids cant wait for school to start especialy yang kicik2 tu."Daddy!Pe gi se ko lah mau paaakaaai pencil case kah?Mau guna sticker kah?" Hahaha,cute owh that girl =P.And yes today also i got the chance to do some eye-ing at girls XD.But the scary part is,i seem to enjoyed little girls.WTH.

Lets START FRESH!

Im not really interested with this blogging stuff actually.So can someone explain why am i making one?